CyberGenocide

When I moved, I didn't have a photoediting program or scanner, so I can't out up my new stuff, I am so sorry, but I want you guys to knwo if you need be, you can find me at http://www.myspace.com/digitalglitterpunk Xox Me

Stabbing Westward Tomorrow came too soon I barely made it through today Still empty inside guess nothing's really changed I am still afraid to feel Cause I cannot take the pain I am still afraid to feel Afraid to lose one more again I wish that somehow I could leave my path behind my fears behind If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in Every drop of you Guess it's time to face the truth And admit my past mistakes Come to terms with all that's wrong with me And all the things I'll never be Why am I afraid to feel afraid of what is true Why am I afradi to feel when all I

Lately I have been feeling so empty and dark inside! It feels like my life should have already happened and ended! I am yearing for something, but in this state of world, I won't find it, whatever it is! I feel like I should be seeing my life in slow motion. When I sit down and try to see myself and my emotions I see the same thing over and over again. I am in an olde fashioned, vine covered, semi run down mansion, I am wearing a white dress, my hair is long and black, and I have trail on old blood tears fadding off my cheeks. I see shadows of chidren and other people dressed the same, in white, I am chasing them through this ho